In love or not, doesn't really matters.

Currently, I'm thinking, are we really in love? Why don't he know what I'm thinking in mind? Why can't he juz understand me? I juz got a tooth surgery done. I know it is not a big matter. I'm still hoping that you can come over to pay me a visit and comfort me a bit... my tooth is really hurting, indeed.

I waited for a day, thinking at the day time he might be busy... been waiting for nothing till the end. I can't hold my tempered anymore. I rang him at night. He doesn't seems to feel anything. Besides, he can tells, I doesn't sounds right. He did asked what happened? but I feel very reluctant to tell him that I'm very angry b'cuz u didn't intend to come over to visit me. I think he should knwo the reason for me being in a ad mood. I was thinking, if he cares about me, he will come over to gimme some comfort naturally. Now only I realise, it is wrong. IT IS SO WRONG!

Forget about it, I'm juz too tired to argue. Let me take a rest... I need fresh air. I don't really wanna trapped in love anymore. At least not deeply blinded in love. I need my own rooms, I can be strong and tough. Being independent is the way to be and the way it should be. Love don't do anygood.