Erm.. it is the first time here, but i guess i'll have more privacy in here.
I hope so... But i realize when i blog i actually just want express my feelings.
I have no where to do this, except here.
i need rooms... to breath in fresh air, and refresh my mind.
I think, me being too pessimistic.
While i say so, i yet still think that, if I notice this, am i still pessimistic?
I'm in a doubt always...
Just like some one who really gonna take their life off, will not keep those words by mouth, am i right? That is my thoughts.
However, i know i must move on, no matter what happens..
I need to be successful, if i can't do it well, at least i can afford to support my family.
I know they don't really need much from me. But i wanna make my parents feel easy and enjoy their remains life time. That is why i'm always in a hurry to grad. i want to earn money and support them, hopefully can bring them luxurious life, vacation and easy going lifestyle.. minimize their worries. I want to let them know, i'm no longer the small girl that just keep demending. it is time for me to give in for the family.
DAD n MOM, pls gimme sometime. I'm sure i can make it up for u people.
I'll work hard and will not give up. All I need is 2 more years.. hope it is not too long for you people. ME as an adult, can work this out, for sure.
